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Oct. 12th, 2007 @ 10:15 pm (no subject)
nick narijka dropped out of high school on thursday
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ted leo
Oct. 9th, 2007 @ 02:15 am An over view of my day
Current Mood: indescribable
1. cute subway girl is into me, I think. fuckk I'm into her

2. the chronic

3. I feel so bad for always keeping rahim up

4. My sandals broke
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ted leo
Jun. 23rd, 2007 @ 04:31 pm (no subject)
the planet smashers song 'Never Gonna Drink Again' immediately comes to mind when thinking of last night. Fritz is gonna turn me, I just know it. Whenever I hang out with him or the flaming tsunamis minus ethan, I feel the flames of the re-edge igniting. This is not good. The dude from the Fad in the kill your idols shirt helped out team edgebreak by coming to my rescue after my little episode with the cops, but still. ick. why would I want to stop drinking? GET OUT OF MY HEAD JUSTIN FRITZ.

in other news, andrew was at the show last night, briefly. It was good to see him, I haven't seen or talked to him since the radio set.
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ted leo
Apr. 29th, 2007 @ 08:13 pm (no subject)
Current Music: trial
My computer is currently researching something complicated that i don't understand. The point is, I'm helping cure caner worldcommunitygrid.org do it up
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ted leo
Mar. 21st, 2007 @ 01:37 am (no subject)
Current Music: bushwhcked- energy
I make up the most absurdly great things I've ever thought of in the shower, and then, because I take huge epic hour long showers, forget before I have a chance to write it down.


tape recorder?

I don't know. I need to stop sleeping from 6 to 9 every night. My circadian rhythm is so far fucked I can't even tell how much sleep I'm getting. I'll sleep a few hours in the morning, go to school, sleep through a class or two, go tthrough play practice awake, come home, nap for an hour, wake up, do whatever, sleep for another 3 hours, wake up, eat, sleep for an hour, wake up, go on the computer, and write the longest run on sentences in history until late, then repeat. UNHEALTHY
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ted leo
Feb. 9th, 2007 @ 12:05 am (no subject)
I am listening to DRI and skanking around my house. 

It's nostalgic

I miss being 13
I miss being passionate about being passionless
I miss punk rock
I miss being happy all the time no matter what
I miss having almost no friends outside of school and not giving a fuck
I miss having almost no friends in school and not giving a fuck. 
I miss reading 3 books a week and having better grammer than my mother the editor
I miss the feeling I get 

I MUST GO
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ted leo
Oct. 27th, 2006 @ 08:09 pm boredom strikes: Woe is me
subtract 1% for every one you've done. (start with 100%)

1.Smoked.

2.Drank alcohol.

3.Cried when someone died.

4.Been drunk.

5.Had sex.

6.Been to a concert.

7.Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.

8.Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.

9.Been verbally sexually harassed.

10.Verbally sexually harassed somebody.

11.Felt someone up and/or been felt up.

12.Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.

13.Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.

14.Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.

15.Been to prom.

16.Cried at school.

17.Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.

18.Went streaking.

19.Given a lap dance.

20.Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

21.Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.

22.Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.

23.Kissed a stranger.

24.Hugged a stranger.

25.Went scuba diving.

26.Driven a car.

27.Gotten an xray.

28.Hit by a car.

29.Had a party.

30.Done drugs.

31.Played strip poker.

32.Got paid to strip for someone.

33.Ran away from home.

34.Broken a bone.

35.Eaten sushi.

36.Bought porn.

37.Watched porn.

38.Made porn.

39.Had a crush on someone of the same sex.

40.Been in love.

41.Frenched kissed.

42.Laughed so hard you cried.

43.Cried yourself to sleep.

44.Laughed yourself to sleep.

45.Stabbed yourself.

46.Shot a gun.

47.Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.

48.Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.

49.Been online for 9 consecutive hours.

50.Watched an animal die.

51.Watched a person die.

52.Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.

53.Pranked somebody.

54.Put somebody in the hospital.

55.Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.

56.Kissed somebody of the same sex.

57.Dressed punk.

58.Dressed goth.

59.Dressed preppy.

60.Been to a motocross race.

61.Avoided somebody.

62.Been stalked.

63.Stalked someone.

64.Met a celebrity.

65.Played an instrument.

66.Ridden a horse.

67.Cut yourself.

68.Bungee jumped.

69.Ding dong ditched somebody.

70.Been to a wild party.

71.Got caught stealing something.

72.Kicked a guy in the balls.

73.Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.

74.Went out with your friend's crush.

75.Got arrested.

76.Been pregnant.

77.Babysat.

78.Been to another country.

79.Started your house on fire.

80.Had an encounter with a ghost.

81.Donated your hair to cancer patients.

82.Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by.

83.Cried over a member of the opposite sex.

84.Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.

85.Sat on your ass all day.

86.Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.

87.Had a job.

88.Gotten cut from a sports team.

89.Been called a whore.

90.Danced like a whore.

91.Been mistaken for a celebrity.

92.Been in a car accident.

93.Been told you have beautiful eyes.

94.Been told you have beautiful hair.

95.Raped somebody.

96.Danced in the rain.

97.Been rejected.

98.Walked out of a restaurant without paying.

99.Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

100.Been raped

33% That seems high. At least I can say I've lived.


anyway I saw the queers last night. It was retty sweet
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ted leo
Sep. 3rd, 2006 @ 08:49 pm (no subject)
Current Music: dead hearts
to those I love I'm sorry, but at night I dream of dying, and I want it all, I want it all
to those I love I'm sorry, but at night I dream of falling, and I want it all, I want it all
and at night I dream I'm flying, and at night I dream I'm dying, I want it all, I want it all
and at night I dream I'm faling, and at night the end is calling, I want it all, I want it all
endless days and endless days, it always feels this way, so I want it all, I want it all 
I want it all, I want it all
to those I love I'm sorry, at night I dream of wanting, I'll end it all, I'll end it all
to those I'm sorry, but every day I'm drowning, I'll have it all, I'll have it all
to those I love I'm sorry, I'm sorry....





the new dead hearts album is among the greatest things ever writtenb in human (or otherwise) history. All arguements against this will be seen as personal attacks and met with death. It comes out september 5th, I'm psyched
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ted leo
Aug. 17th, 2006 @ 03:05 pm I, Stateside
Current Music: Crime in Stereo, obviously
If I apologize for the swift and sudden rise in the recurring themes of love and God and war, will you make amends for the way we all pretend these aren't the thing we think about when we can't think about our jobs anymore?

I'm so sick of this fate, I felt compelled to create. I left it for you, waiting in the nylon space of record crates, to ease the pain from the soft features of your face. So you can put your windows down and impose your musical tastes upon this immense landscape. I think I'm starting to relate to these troubled states. And I can't set aside all the condescending lies they're making us believe about state and faith and law. Paint every dark-skinned man a criminal, and every White Christian forgivable. We're choosing sides, a soldier's life, in the new culture war. I'm, so sick of this fate I felt compelled to create. I left it for you, draped in a jewel case outside your place. For heaven's sake, if the long knives of the night are keeping you awake...I think we share the collective fate of these troubled states.

So we're all going to hell, but with one hell of a plan. Presented in folded flags, embedded in foreign sand, written upon the dead skin of a dried-up land it began: "We'll fix the fat and the ugly with incisions. We'll stash the gay and liberal up in New England. We'll keep the black and poor in (or under the constant threat of) prison. And they'll all feel blessed just for being a part of the vision..."

God please save these troubled states.
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ted leo
Aug. 7th, 2006 @ 10:42 am (no subject)
tour is sick beyond any disease known to man. I'm in Alabama right now. 5 days and 8 dollars left. thank god for walmart's EVERYTHING IS FREE sale

full update when I get back. major epiphanies and life altering choices will be discussed. get psyched!

oh and come see us atthe american legiononthe 12th
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ted leo
Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 05:09 am (no subject)
Current Music: Just like heaven- the cure
I am excited beyond human understanding for tour

Everything worked itself out in a fucked up way, but it worked. Chris is playing drums and Matt from make do and mend is on vocals

oh, I shaved most of my head, but I realized my head is a weird shape just in time to make it a mohawk. I look scummy as all fuck with my mohawk and mustache.
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ted leo
Jul. 23rd, 2006 @ 06:54 pm (no subject)
Current Music: Lightning Bolt
Aug-2 Fitchburg, MA Fitchburg Airport


Rock Vegas/B9 stage

.............................
DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR
PALEHORSE
COLIN OF ARABIA
ENERGY
CUT THROAT
IN OUR BLOOD
ON BROKEN WINGS
BLACK MY HEART
CAN'T STAND LOSING
THE NEON HOOKERS
CHECK YA FACE
SHOOT TO KILL 
TRIPLE THREAT
1984




WHAT THE FUCK??????????????????????????????????????????????????

In addition to all the other bands playing it, I have to miss this? FUCK
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ted leo
Jul. 12th, 2006 @ 01:44 am (no subject)
Current Music: Anarchy Burger- The Vandals
FUCKING WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! FUCK THE AMERICAN LEAGUE!!!!!!! THE NL WAS WINNING!!!!!!! >VG,b[lgf,m/;bxm:LMfghlmfg
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but Wright and Beltran did both did really well. Sick

and I finally downloaded anarchy burger. this is 4 and a half years in the making. history has been made
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ted leo
Jul. 7th, 2006 @ 11:12 pm (no subject)
"If you knew anything about Hardline, you would know that homosexuality is against the laws of nature and is as wrong as destroying yourself with intoxicants"


youd think that i would have a lot in common with another straight edge vegan, but wow. wowwwwww.
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ted leo
Jun. 15th, 2006 @ 08:58 pm (no subject)
Current Music: Crime in Stereo-the troubled stateside MY HEAD JUST EXPLODED
Today it sunk in how utterly alone I will be next year. Not to say that I won't have friends, my current best friends will still be there, but the point is that everything will be different. 

No metal kids to hang out with between periods and before school, greg and dar and alex and drew are leaving so that sucks, none of the senior girls who I used to be so close with who have now all drifted apart from me like amanda and lisa, none of the senior girls I'm close to now like kimmy and ashley, noneof the seniors

no lylynn. our relationship has been weird for the last 6 months or so, but I'll miss her to death

no paul. jazz band trips will not be the same

no steve. he annoys the fuck out of me sometimes but the bottom line is that I will miss seeing him every day, hes moody but hes always consistent in how he feels toward me

I'm not going to mind it though, honestly. I get to become closer with the people I've been getting close to now, and my classes will be good. I'm not taking nearly as hard a class load as I'm capable of or should be taking, but at least I'm focusing on what I like. I'm only in one class I don't want to be in, and thats because I figured a math class was neccesary. taking creative writing instead of spanish is gonna hurt me come collee application time but at this point I don't give a fuck, it would be nice to get into Wheaton or Sarah Lawrence but I'll be fine no matter where I go. 

ANYWAY

Period:
[A1]
(Study/Gym)

-who was your closest friends in this class?: first half probably alex, second half mike torelli or kimmy
-Who was the teacher?: tyrell
-was your crush in the class?: no
-was this your favorite teacher?: no

[A2]
(English)

-what did you do during 2nd period?: hung out with ms koski, talked about books on occasion
-Who did you talk to the most?: jessi, kerri, tim and matt torla
-Anyone u wanted to shoot during 2nd period?: yes.
-were you failing this class?: no
-what class was it?: English 3h

[A3]
(math)
-what class was it?: algebra 2a
-did you ever fall asleep in this class?: yes
-was this your favorite class?: no!
-who did you talk to the most?: mike torelli, nikki, aryeanna, jovan, kim



[A4]
(chem)
-who did you sit by?: a lot of people, ive sat near darren and near mike and near aryeanna and near britney and near kathryn
-did you hate anyone in that class?: yea
-what class was it?: chemA
-was it your fav. class?: no
-were u failing that class?:  for a little while probably

[B5]
(psych)
-who sits next to you?: it varied, but most of the time kathryn sam alysha and amy
-teacher?: montagnon
-favorite people?: the entire side of the room I sat on, that was a perfect class, out of them probably kathryn alysha amy and alyssa
-most memorable moment: i have no clue, every time ever? sam throwing the clock ot the window, me throwing my shoes, me dancing with ms montagnon at prom probably counts as part of it right? "son of beach man", everything to do with SELIGMAN


[B6]
(band)

- What class was this?: band
- Did you like it?: yea
- Who was the teacher?: G!  iardina
- Was your crush in this class?: several of the ones I've had throughout the years were in it, melissa and at least  one since her are in it
- Who is in this class that you talk to most? the list would be too big, but for most of the year I probably talked to the pope most. I don't even remember her actual name. Freshman trombone players don't get real names, except robby because I forgot his nickname

[B7]
(Spanish!)
-who did you sit by?: a lot of people, the most exciting being tim!
-did you hate anyone in that class?: probably
-what class was it?: spanish3H
-was it your fav. class?: no, but a lot of cool kids are in it
-was your crush in that class: my man crush

[B8]
(gym/Study)
-Who did you talk to the most?: Tim, both halves, Dennis and ms koski second
-Anyone u wanted to shoot during this period?: that annoying freshman kid who called me meaty because I was vegan
-were you failing this class?: no
-what class was it?: gym first half study second
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ted leo
Jun. 13th, 2006 @ 08:35 pm (no subject)
Current Music: shelter
http://www.dailysixer.com/famguyharvard.shtml

seth mcfarland giving a speech at a graduation ceremony at Harvard, I think its the commencement speech but who the hell cares?
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ted leo
Jun. 7th, 2006 @ 06:22 pm Vegan Reinforcement GO!
Current Music: Quest- Trial
http://www.youtube.com/p.swf?video_id=DsI1-ZgZb1c&eurl=&iurl=http%3A//sjl-static7.sjl.youtube.com/vi/DsI1-ZgZb1c/2.jpg&t=OEgsToPDskL5iHPoCCenTDmASL5aDhv8

this is definitly not for the faint of heart. I'm not gonna lie, i was tearing up a bit. Its intense.
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ted leo
Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 08:35 pm This is not a trend
Current Music: Trial, obviously
Its so much more than just a slogan or a mark drawn on my hand
Not a market to be exploited or a fashion statement
Represented by a brand
It's a feeling and it can't be sold
And I'm bound by my word
To stay true to what I know to be real
Because no one else can tell me what it means to be Straight Edge
So don't ever try to purchase me or downplay what I feel
Because this commitment is not a passing phase
It's for myself that I've made this choice
It's for life that I embrace the edge
It comes from deep in my heart
I live to oppose their intoxication
My source of inspiration is threatened now by a false embrace
To be diluted and absorbed without a second chance
But standing defiant I won't let it end
So don't ever try to purchase me or downplay what I feel
Because this commitment is not a passing phase
Don't plan for me to sell out or expect to pull me down
These days will turn to years as you wait for us to fall
Because we will rise!
This is not a trend
Times will change but my spirit remains
Times will change but my feelings won't fade
Times will change but the spirit remains
Times will change but the truth is the same
This is not a trend.
Go!!!

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ted leo
Jun. 6th, 2006 @ 12:00 am (no subject)
It really cuts deep when someone who inspired you and helped keep you going in rough times breaks down. 

do what you want with your lives, everyone, but cigarettes are fucking vile.
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ted leo
May. 23rd, 2006 @ 08:29 pm (no subject)


Greatest tattoo of all time
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